Went to siglap centre to have lunch and to do grocery shopping for tonight’s dinner with elliot and my mom. But, halfway through lunch, my mother left. Wth. I thought we were supposed to spend time together? And, she left to do those stuff. Why can’t she just give them up?

Anyways, while waiting for my dad to pick us up, there was this really hot and cute Caucasian guy; in this preppy, bookworm kind of way. Tonned and stuff. Plus, he rides a motorcycle and has dreamy emerald greens. How much hotter is that? Haha. ((: siglap centre just has it’s market value risen man. Haha.

Anyways,
Just a word of caution; to whom it may concern.
I can be the most manipulative, evil, conniving, deceitful little bitch that you will ever know. And, I will go to the extent to break you down.

And, I say this in the nicest possible way ever.
I’ve been pretending my whole life. What will make now so different or difficult?

love ya'll,

manda.

--he loves me, he really does. ((:

but, i feel guilty, cause, i can't reciprocate that same feeling.

i'm sorry.

i'm just not ready alrights?